Sigh. I push everyone away, then wallow in my misery.
So many thoughts going through my head, I can't even begin to sort, let alone sleep.
It's all giving me a massive headache. I can't erase my memories of you so easily.

You've stripped me of my sorrow, my pride, my happiness, my light.. U_U;
And yet, I can't bring myself to hate you, it's so frustrating.

I've lost the game.

It's okay. You have me! lol i sound like a creep.
Don't let all this get to you. Be calm and strong. Listen to nice music talk to your girlfriends and just chillax. Try to get into a new sport or activity. Go on with life. Gambatte.

XD! I'd be lying if I said, "you do NOT sound like a creep!" Hahaha. I appreciate it though, you're kind. ^^; I have been doing those things and they have been effective. I dance, ( A LOT! ..and EVERYWHERE, >.> even while walking. XDD!!)

I'm always with my bestie n.n Oh, and I read manga. It's just that, somtimes when I'm alone my mind wander, and everything comes rushing back. >-<

hello Hanki~
it takes time. I fully understand how you feel.
I, too, lost a relationship, an almost 2 year relationship.
well, i couldn't accept it at first. I even threw my pride away to cling onto him -_- such a loser.
but as time goes everything changes.
(anyway do you know how fast things changes? D:< everything changed so drastically since last year!!!)
i'm just saying that it takes time. i took 5 months, and i'm on happy mode again. YAY*
don't let them control your mind, control them.

*anyway, it's a relationship problem right? cos if it's not, my post will be so off the topic..*

Haha, don't worry. It was.. ^_^

Yeah, I know it takes time. It's been 2 months now and I'm doing just fine.
It's a little hard to explain >.< I was more broken up about HOW it happened and not the separation itself...

ohhhh...
aye, some guys are just bastards -_-...
*disclaimer: not all guys okokok don't kill me.*

agreed with Doph
Some guys are the biggest bastardy faggots you'll find on Earth lol


I'm glad to hear you have been continuing with life. Yup I understand sometimes you cannot help but let your thoughts flow when you are alone. I think you should just let those thoughts flow. As I believe that the more you push something away the more it will come towards you. It has been 2 months. As Doph mentioned it will take time. Hang in there Hanki you can do it Gambatte!!

yeap. supporting you always ^^V

YUP!! Just give me his address I can beat him up for you. xD j/k j/k
GAMBATTE!

Here a song for you :

Awwwwwww! you guys.. <3 <3 This would've been a group hug moment in reality. Haha x3
Thanks a bunch! ^-^

Great song SK! I got the message n.n

It's the weekend, and I'm going to have a blast! :3
Not even my getting sick is going to bring me down today.

I hope you two have a great day!!!!

So this is what it feels like to be waiting for something for so long, only to be informed at last minute that it might elude you? ._.

FML

I think I'm ready to die now.